late bloomer

me , again

2006-06-16T15:10:00.000-07:00

why is it the only time I post is when something happens to me ????? I got food poisning Tue . this is Fri. and the first time I.ve eaten anything solid sence then . that really kicked my ass !!!!!folks if you have good legs that take you whereever you want to go , get on you knees and thank God ,Mine ache almost all the time and I am really limited wher I go and how far . I ride the little electric cart at Wal-Mart, I can.t walk from one end to the other. Em, nthis dosen't look good for me coming to see you unless something changes sometime soon.what kind of Dr. shopuld I be going to, anyone know from experance ??? 3 of our dogs are pregant, wayyyyy.I need to have the french bulldog to come in , but I have to leave things to mother nature, hopefully in the next mo. oe so.she is our ticket to a newer car !!!!!thank you for your coments . love you

pups

2006-05-19T16:08:00.000-07:00

well, we are kinda back in t6he dog game again . our friend has too many dogs and sent 2 little yorkies to us for indoors and 4 shih tzu ,for outdoors .2 are preggers now. I really miss raiseing puppies .for taking care of them, we get half the money from selling the puppies .that will come in handy !!!!!I had a nice mothers day , my other half took me out for lunch .my sister starts her treatments next week . The warned her she will loose her hair .so sends good vibes and lots of good thoughts her way .her name is Mary . bye for now

family

2006-04-30T12:02:00.000-07:00

what can be better then getting togather with your family .we have always been a close knit family and rely on each other .My sis has cancer and we are all gathered around her and pray for the best outcome.it is slow growing and they think the outcome will be good, I sure hope so , I don't think I could live without her .she is my best friend !!!!!
on the lighter side , I've been called to jury duty starting May 4th.I am juror number 32 , so I probaly won't be called.It would be interesting .Meg and Em were sure missed this weekend .more later . love to all

cancer alert

2006-04-20T16:27:00.000-07:00

girls please go get a colanoscopy as soon as pasable . yopur Aunt Mary has rectal cancer and the dr. says it runs in the family .I'm sorry to break it this way but you are hard to get on the phone.so please get it dome asap .It looks pretty good though , dr. says it is slow growing and they are lucky they caught it early.wish her luck and pray for her .

here we go again

2006-04-15T16:46:00.000-07:00

I've been in the hosp. for the last 3 days .got a new shunt in my right leg and one going to my kidney. no fun !!! had to go to the E M on Wed. couldn't walk 20 feet. my foot was blue and cold as a dead fish.I have to re3ally lay low for the next 7 days. can't even drive. cigs are gone for good !!!send good vibes my way please . love you all

P A D

2006-04-10T11:06:00.000-07:00

for you who don't know, that stands for peripheral arterial disease , I've had 4 stints put in my legs over the last 2 years . the one they put in , in Jan . has come loose and is causing me a lot of leg pain and they can't redo it till the 25th of this mo. so I am just hanging in till then . Wes planted a rose bush today for me .My birthday is tommarow , I'll turn 69 , can't believe it !!!outside of my leg , I feel 45 . well, I'm outta here for awhile . have a good one

comfort

2006-03-24T16:15:00.000-08:00

thid should bring you comfort . as you get older, you have less hair on your legs. gottcha !!!!

storm

2006-03-13T11:38:00.000-08:00

we were lucky once again. the tornados were all around us here in Mo. but we just got a lot os rain. whatever was going around I caught too . if sure is funny, no fever, no runny nose , just bones ache and weakness . just want to sleep . husb is still not over it . but I'm ok now . we are having our family reunion early this year. in late April .we are all near by now , except for my brother in NC and he wants it in April .so be it !!my daughter , bless her heart , is making up a family reciept book for us .thanks sweetie .well, guess thats it folks . have a good one

lots going on

2006-03-02T11:42:00.000-08:00

lots going on latley . husb. has been sick with ,who knows what . dr. gave him an aotabotic and it gave him thurus in his mouth .{ smae thing us women get ,but ours is a yeast infection }I got notified this morning that I have been chosen for 3 months of jury duty.hopefully my cold sore will be gone by then .dog is P>G. for sure , 30 days to go .My sis is here for another week , really liked seeing her.I am running an ad for puppie mid-wife work .no calls yet !!! gotta go . have a good one

pack the cat

2006-02-26T10:10:00.000-08:00

that just hit my funny bone Em .If I put a bag on the bed to pack , I've got 3 dogs in it .guess they are about all the same .I went to a class at the library yesterday for a class on using a digital camera .I don't have one but the class was fun and I'm going to the next on too. my husb has been sick for 2 weeks , but he is getting over it . thank goodnessnhe didn't give it to me .the sun is out and all is well . have a good weekend .

this is me

2006-02-14T02:56:00.000-08:00

1 I love delivering puppies
2 I love red raspberries and grow them
3 I'm scared of spiders, snakes and thunderstroms
4 I had to give my baby boy up when I was 18
5 I thought I'd never stop crying about that
6 my mother never loved me , or it felt that way
7 the first time I ran away from home I was 13
8 the last time , a police woman brought me back to Ia. in hand cuffs on a bus
9 I thought people would think I killed someone
10 I love sunrises
11 I love sun sets
12 I wish I could paint better or had training
13 my father was crippled in his right hand and painted with his left hand
14 I read a lot
15 I liked the movie dirty dancing
16 I get comfy in late afternoon . and run around in husb. t-shirt and panties
17 don't go there !!!
18 I will raise prize winning french bulldogs
19 after 18 years of marriage , he quit driving me crazy
20 guess I just got used to him

I hope I gave you some tid bits you didn;t know about me .
I try to be a good person and I like people to like me

winter

2006-02-12T07:16:00.000-08:00

winter is here !!! I love staying in and looking out at the snow. this is our first brush with snow this year .hubby is down with a monster cold or the flu . poor baby .have a great day .

bloging

2006-02-07T08:20:00.000-08:00

Hi , my name is Marge and I'm a blog-a-holic .always wanted to say that .!!!!
we are all fine here, dug in because it's cold outsibe . a 3 dog night .takes thast many in bed with you to keep warm .but the sun is bright .well, I don't have anything worth saying , just wanted you to know I'm still here. have a good one

maybe

2006-02-01T11:05:00.000-08:00

maybe we will be having puppies in May .so don't go to Chiago without me .!!!!!
I want to meet you all . but mostley em and meg and btexpress and so many of you .my little slut puppie was happy to get back home .I have no males now , so I had to take her to a breeded { the one I sold my stock to }have a good one

perky

2006-01-29T16:51:00.000-08:00

guess what , I've gained 3 lbs . no more size 2 jeans . yay yay I even have perky little boobs . Hahahaha

sunrise

2006-01-26T07:28:00.000-08:00

I saw the most beautiful sunrise this morning . life is good .

going to be a bear

2006-01-24T15:18:00.000-08:00

I stold this from my sister-in-law . going to be a bear
In my next life , I'd like to come back as a bear .
when you're a bear you get to hibernate .
you get to do nothing for 6 months, but sleep.
I could deal with that .
before you hibenate, you're supposed to eat yourself stuipd.
I could deal with that too.
when you are a girl bear,you birth yourchildren { the size of a walnut }while you'resleeping & wake to partially grown, cute cuddly cubs.
I could definitely deal with that.
if your a mama bear, everyone knows you mean business.
you swat anyone who bothers you, if your cubs get out of line , you swat them too .
I could deal with that.
if you are a bear,your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling.
he EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs and excess body fat.
yup gonna be a bear.

heat

2006-01-21T11:21:00.000-08:00

YIPPIE YIPPIE my yorkie is in heat . when I sell puppies in May , I want to run away from home and join a group of bloggers for a play date .------- here I come

I can't believe it

2006-01-15T15:09:00.000-08:00

what is this thing on my face . it felt kind of stiff at first , them I felt it as a smile.I was flirting with the OF and it was fun . I laugh more these days.what the hell is happening to me .

a new beging

2006-01-13T07:57:00.000-08:00

a couple of weeks ago ,I was a the end of my patience with my OF .he was making me crazy .he has such a neg. attude and it was driving me nuts .so I gave him an alternative . something like shape up or shape out .and a funny thing happened .MY at attetude changed . we are getting along better now then in the last 10 years.I seen to be more tolerant of him . and he is more loving to me in a mature way.and I underline Mature .I still don't know what happened to ME .but I like it . have a good one

the ending

2006-01-09T08:07:00.000-08:00

I forgot to tell you the ending of my joke on the doctor . he had jaust came back from a vacation to Disnay world . His nurse told me this later ,have a good one

no joking

2006-01-04T08:36:00.000-08:00

I got these little stickers in the mail of the Walt Dis. guys like Donald duck , mimmie Mouse and etc. SSSo I thought I'd play a little joke on the nurses and my Dr. { who has a wild sence of humer } he is going to put a stint in my right groin , so I pasted a minnie mouse high up on my left thigh .so he wouldn't see it till he was ready to operate .hahah the nurses and Dr. had a good laugh and my nurse said he looked at it and said holy shit , we have a live one here , the nurse got even with me , when I took a bath this morning I noticed that she shaved me and left 1 long gray hair. just one !!!now who had the last laugh hahahanyway , I'm doing ok today , a little sore in places . have a good one late bloomer

it's time

2005-12-31T17:17:00.000-08:00

first off . I've had a couple drinks , so I may feel diferant in the morning , just want to show my mind after a few drinks. I think my experation date is close ;outside of my 2 daughters and my family . I have nothing really that gives me pleasure.I don't love the O F , I've been with him almost 20 years but,thats mostly because he needs me { more then I need him }.when I married him , I had just devoriced a man that I loved very much .we had a dairy , milked 100 cows ,I stayed home and did all the work and he drove a milk truck and soon he had his girl frienf on with him .i was devastated, we had worked so hard to get where we were.I raiseed all the calves and he went out and got in a card game and lost them all in a card game.All I wanted then was a man who needed me and wouldn't cheat on me .so I found the OF.he will be 75 in Jan. and I can't leave him, I am like his mother , I have to think about everything !!!!I am so tired of that .My brother smoked, then died of lung cancer a year after he quit. and I'm thinking , why should I quit smoking and drinking , a then die and not even have the poleasurs I've enjoyed for years. what do you think ??I just wanna GO

new day

2005-12-31T04:01:00.000-08:00

as some of you know , I've been in pain in my right hip and leg , again.They did the cat scan with the dye .My dr. said If I kept on smoking , I could lose my leg , so I handed him my cig. and lighter , and he gave my a hug .they are going to ballon my leg Tue. have to be at the hosp. at 6 a m .they just did that 4 mo. ago . my stint is still open . this is in a differant blood vesal.I haven't had a cig sence 9 a m . yesterday . YA for me !!! love ya pray for me

I was wrong

2005-12-27T18:23:00.000-08:00

I forgot < I wasn't 16 { by then I was in a girls training school. I was 12 when the rape accured,

I wanna

2005-12-27T18:12:00.000-08:00

I want to be 11 again , when my brother said nI could beat his friend , and I did , in the yard .I wanna be 16 again , so I could get my first kiss ,I wet to bed instead , because my uncle wouldn't let me go on a date { while he was raping me ] does this sound like someone you know???

this is MYstory

2005-12-26T09:57:00.000-08:00

This has been on my mind ever sence talking to meg on the phone and she told me that she thinks I am talanted .Any talant I may have I got from my father.Your grandfather .He was uneducated ,a farmer his whole life, with 6 kids to raise and a wife who suffered from depression .he never said much , but we all new he loved us and worked hard all his life for his family .He found pleasure in the simple things. For years I had one of his earler pc. of art. I was drawn on a gro. bag and framed by him.{ the frame was hand made and it was built to last a lifetime }I passed it on to my brother , Ron, so he could pass it to his children and on down to his grandchildren.When he passed away , there where some pictures/paintings on easels beside his casket.all my brothers and sisters have at least one of his paintings .I would like to leave some kind of artwork for my girls to enjoy .I just like to read art books and piddle around .I'll never be a grandma mosses , but I'm having fun with what ever pleases me .

cracy

2005-12-23T16:36:00.000-08:00

I don't know why I do this to myself.every so often I do this. I want to crochet a neck scarf. I have qa good book I want to read; I have some good cookies I want to bake for christmas, My sister gave me an art book , so I want to paint a picture,I want some time alone so I can read an inspresonal book .I want , I want , but I don't know what to start first.It seems like I want to drive myself crasy. Is that cracy or not.????? I am planning a party for my O>F> he will be 75 in Jan.thats easy.I need to center my self, not what I am the best in doing/ I know what I need, just do one thing at a time. have the very best of a new year . late bloomer

end of the season

2005-12-19T12:23:00.000-08:00

good bye christmas and hello new year .I'm looking for good things for the new year.want to do some actual painting and not just collages.I hope we have little french bulldogs puppies .I AM going to see my daughters next summer and greatgrand baby .I am reeally going to quit smoking {even if it kills me }we want to move closer to Granby , cause thats where my 2 sisters and brother are .[or will be }
above all else I will do whatever I can to stay in reasonable good health.I've droped to 102 lb. and I have to get that up .maby I will get fat when I quit smoking.
I you used to smoke and don"t now , please tell me how you got off them,
I hope all your dreams come true in 06 and the very best new year to you.

that time of the year

2005-12-14T12:22:00.000-08:00

well' it is getting closer . we are having our christmas early because Chris and his wife and baby are coming from Tx. so far only grandmother and great grandmother has met this baby. they will be here for 4 or 5 days. just long enough to spoil this baby. I wish I could get in the spirt for this, not my best time of year, I wish I was like Em and see it through the eyes of a child.I wish everone a very merry christmas and the happist of a new year. peace .

late bloomer

2005-11-30T18:18:00.000-08:00

why do I learn everything 10 years behind others.I's like a new world and I want to do it ALL. but, alass things are flying past me so fast.my daughters teach me so much, everyday. so do my neices and grand daughters.it just seems like I've missed the boat some where along the line.amd I want it back, all the things I missed out on !!!!I want to hold babies and know that I will aleays have them , that I can raise them and make them into some one better then me.but there ib no use in crying over something that is so far in the past. all I have is the future, and I want to live it to the fullness.ok, so I've had a drink, it's the only time I can go deep and mourn all that I let slip by. pray for me.

rich

2005-11-27T15:33:00.000-08:00

this is a quiz. feel free to respond.what makes you feel rich. for me it is a cubard full of food ,I have enough food to feed us for at least 6 mo.and if I have an extra 20 bucks I spend it on grocerys.

dito

2005-11-26T16:59:00.000-08:00

I think the wrong end is known as getting her brains screwed up

wrong end

2005-11-26T16:36:00.000-08:00

we put both frenchy's on the floor togather .MISTAKE o f is watching them for awhile and I've heard this " wrong end Bo " I think he is humping the wrong end . he don't care .she's not in heat so I'm not too worried. but a guy has to get it right so when the real thing comes along , he knows what to do . he is all male, hahha help me opie, you know what this is all about, !!!you know as much about stud service as I do hahah were you ever a pup???? I'm glad you have a good sence of hummer. did every one have a good thanksgiving ??? there are so many things to be thankful for,but most of all is your health. if you don't have that,no amount of money will help you,love all you guys late bloomer

Nothing really new

2005-11-18T16:59:00.000-08:00

just tired of looking at my old bloc { and you must be tired of it too}sandy got the word verification put on for me , sorry !!!My French bulldog , bo, hes a boy , what can I say , he was humping his stuffed toy and he's only 4 mo. old .he's going to be quite the stud , just needs to practice. the toys will be washed more often now !!! for sure !!!I'm learning new things about my laptop and it is sooo much fun. thanks Meg .it's really cold now , dowm in the 20s and 30s brrrrr.highs in the 40s and 50s . happy thanksgiving to every one .be cool

get it right

2005-11-12T17:45:00.000-08:00

the last 2 blogs haven't gone right, all I ended up with was the title .so hopefully this will get to you .I am over my uglies .I haven't killed anyone !!!my family still clames me .I just want every one to know I have the best family .we are honest with each other .we share , even the bad things .I tell it like it is .I wasn't a bad mother . I just never was mother .I didn't know how to be one . I don't know what was missing in me ,basic instink , just never was there .I am so sorry, I missed so much. but I have a second chance , I am getting to know my kids and they are remarkable . They mean so much to me .I am so sorry, I did the best I could

something new

2005-11-06T18:25:00.000-08:00

feeling better

2005-11-01T15:04:00.000-08:00

well , whatever had me in thr grip , turned me losse ,I can send back the do-it-yourself lobotomy kit don't think I will need it now . thanks for all the nice things you said to cheer me up .I think I have the flu today or maby food poisning , couldn't stay out of the bathroom .hope it leaves me by tomarrow .well this isn't very cherrie , so I'l leave you with this thought , smile , it increases your face value . hugs to everyone

this can't be me

2005-10-26T11:22:00.000-07:00

Maybe if I wrote this down , I'll feel better .I am so out of sorts , just feel like punching someones lights ouy .why ??? damed if I know .this is so unlike me .I am a good person , would never harm anyone . I'd give the blouse off my back it you needed it .oh, shit .this can't be me . right now I don't like anyone , including myself .I just nwant to tell everone to leave me alone {no I don't } the last time I went through this . I really blew . you don't even want to know what I did !!!!just tell me that tomarrow will be better , I might even believe you . thanks opie . I had a grin for that one and I really needed it .bless you

good by

2005-10-23T08:45:00.000-07:00

This probaly won't be of interest to anyone but family .Laura Roe passed on Fri. she was 97 and she was so ready .Mary held her hand as she went to sleep for the last time.She raised my sister from the time she was 11 or 12 .she has been like a mother to me .I ran away from home and took Mary with me , we had a blast, I was her hero for awhile . I sent her back home on a bus and the court placed her as a foster child , in Lauras care . " mom " wanted to take me too . but I was to old and was sent to a girls training school .don't worry it wasn't that bad , I ate regurly , I just didn't like being locked in at night.anyway I saw her last Sat , and told her I loved her and she was aware of who I was .I am thankful for that .I guess that's it for now . loove to all my family

kids

2005-10-20T14:42:00.000-07:00

the headlines just make me sick . mon throws her kids in the bay . mother starves her kids .I just can't understand this . I may not have raised my kids but I never hurt them .god help these poor people . I'm sorry I can't post while I'm crying

family

2005-10-16T00:36:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone, we had such a great weekend . we were all togather for the day, had a good visit and good food . and ofcourse a lot of goofing around and laughter .We all misses Cindy , she had to work .no family reunion is complete without Em and Meg .hope next summer they will be here too .and I am planning a trip to Or. to meet that greatgrand baby .I am scared if flying after 9-11 but I'll just have to get over it . It has held me hostage long enough .
we shampood our rug today, way overdue , but it came out good .housebreaking the 2 french bulldogs is coming along good .they are just too cute .DC got to meet them .does anyone know how to spell {Hank Williams nickname } we called the little male Bo for short but don't know how to spell his whole name. help, you C&W fams ,you know who I mean.well goto go . give each other a kiss for me.

Bo

2005-10-07T16:53:00.000-07:00

well, we did get out of the dog business, kinda . We got Bo for Dixie to breed with when the time comes , By having our own male , we will save 500.00 every time she needs breeding, b4esides farming him out for stud service . lucky dog !we really have to be viglant about smell now. we take them out 4 or 5 times to the yard. Dixie thinks we bought a new toy for her, she wants to chew on his back leg .hahah I bought a tug toy so it will give them something to play togather with. gotta go now. take care.

new baby

2005-10-05T17:15:00.000-07:00

well, we did it !!!! got a husdand for dixie lee . he is 8 mo. old and the same cream color as Dixie , with a sand color going down his back . they will make prety babies.thank godness for the payment plan . we bought him from a dear friend of ours . the one who recently had 5 female puppies . just going to the dogs I guess !!!come on back to me and talk !

sorry

2005-10-04T11:26:00.000-07:00

opps. I stand corected .so he didn't leave , but was asked to leave .I'm sure she is better off without him . sorry I came on so strog . I was just a little upset.

respect

2005-10-03T19:11:00.000-07:00

a family member needs help, her husband left her { not for the first time .} also their child .she has done nothing to deserve this kind of treatment. I posted on his blog, telling him I think he is an ass hole. wrong, I don't think so. he says all these loving things on his blog. and he not a loving person . his family should come first. as far as I'm concerned he is a coward . I just have to vent about this, I wish I could smack him. sorry about this. skip it if you want. but in our family, we stick togatherand take care of our own.she is welcome to our place . love you, kiss each other for me ,

three 0ld ladies

2005-09-18T02:13:00.000-07:00

I stold this from my sister-inlaw. thought it was funny .
3 old ladies from Florida :
this is a detective story , so pay close attention :
three eldery ladies are exited about seeing their first baseball game :
they smuggle in a bottle of Jack Daniels whiskey into the park :
the game is real exiting and they are enjoying themselves immensley.
mixing J> D. with soda pop
they soon realize that the bottle is almost gone and the game has a lot of innings to go
based on this information, what inning is it and how many payers are on base ????
THINK
THINK SOME MORE
you're gonna love it:
answer : its the bottom of the fifth and the bags are loaded !!!!!!!

we have puppies

2005-09-17T07:49:00.000-07:00

I called Sandi at midnight and told her to come on up, a puppie was on the way . At 12;30 a female was born.and we waited and waited and waited.I didn't have oxytocin , I had loaned it to a friend who needed it when he recently had puppies.{ I had helped deliver his pups }in fact I had sold him 3 of my dogs.He is the one who has 5 female french bulldog puppies.Wish it was me !!!!!anyway I sent o.f. to bring it home cause I could see we were head for trouble.the new mother was having a greenish black discharge. that is never good news.finely the last female puppie got here at 5:45 am.the discharge was because she had a dead puppie that never developed . once I got that out { I won't tell you the gory detailes }she was fine. then I noticed she had worms.ug .so I called the people who owned her and told them to stop at the vets and pick up a wormer and antibotics, once I got everything I needed everything was fine .Thanks Sandi for pulling an all nighter with me.I'll make it up to you !!!thre baby's are beautfull .I will have to cut their dew claws off and cut their talls off when they are 5 days old. A job I"ve never liked to do, but it comes with the job. give each other a kiss for me. late blommer

getting better

2005-09-13T17:00:00.000-07:00

I had my 2 week check today and everything is going good.legs are getting better every day.He said to walk further every day. so I am . the next for thrm to keep an eye on is the lg. blood vessal going to my right kidney . he said when they did the ink thingy the saw it was blocked half way .so I have an appointment in 6 mo. to check it out.he is a good doc. and I trust him. I am going to make it so hard to snoke it won't be worth while.like puting my smokes in the barn so I'll have to make a real effort to get to them .
I am going to be a suragate mommy. my friend is bringing me her yorkie to deliver the puppies. and I will keep them till there eyes open at 2 weeks.the last time they lost all 4 because they didn't know what to do.ofcourse I'm not this for free !!!It will go twards my next fill up of propane.I will almost live with this dog. I sleep on an air mattres in the room where she is and as she gets real close, I will put her in bed with me, then I can keep real close track of her.all in all , I will pay more attention to her then my family Hahahah well, I'm outta here . give each other a kiss for me late bloomer

7 quiz

2005-09-09T19:21:00.000-07:00

7 things I want to do before you die 1 grow championship french bulldoys 2 get to know all my grandchildren 3 find peace of mind 4,shed all my bad haits 5travel all over and camp. 6. be debt free. 7 live to see the gas prices down down 7 things you can do. 1. cook 2 raise nice puppies . 3smile and pass it on. 4. counted cross stitch. 5 love my pets. work on art projects . Things I can't do. 1 change tires. 2 un-plug a toilet. 3 sleep without snoring. 4 go out any place without looking my best. 5. go on long hikes. 6. put up who are judgemental . 7. stay up till midnight. things that atract you to the opposite sex. 1 big hands . 2 wide shoulders. 3good work ethics. 4. fresh breath. 5 nice buns. 6 honest sweat from hard work.7 sence of humer. things I say most. 1. thanks hon. 2. are you ready to eat. 3. I can't believe you said that !!!! 4 do the dogs need to go out. 5chang clothes before we leave. 6. later. 7. ok celebrity crushes. 1 John Travality. 2 Comway Twitty. 3 Harrison Ford .Jack Kennedy, that dates me ! Patrick Swezy.in dirty dancingn, 6 I could curl up with my vet. good thing I went out of busness. Johnny Cash, I hated June Carter when she married him. thats all folks !!!! love late blommer

soooo

2005-09-08T02:34:00.000-07:00

I really don't have anything earth shattering to share . I think my daughter is so outragis and funny , I can't believe she mooned Salem .!!!! And Audra you are going to turn out like your mother { and that is a good thing }as Martha Steward would say haha Cindy, I have to use Dark Blond color just to finish with a light brown. any yhing darker and I come out dark brown .so much for that .our Dixie dog is so cute. when we go outdoors she presses her nose to the screen so we can kiss her.she was sitting on my lap and heard wes talking outdoors and jumped right down and went to the window to kiss him .She really scared us the other day she started throwing up and her face swelled up and her eyes . I called the vet. and he said it sounded like something stung or bit her. so we held cold compress on her face and gave her benadril.she was ok in a couple of hours . well I'l quit rambling on before you turn me out ..give each other a kiss for me late blommer

what a day

2005-08-30T20:27:00.000-07:00

our friend with the french bulldog,had a c-section .5 females !!!!! what a thrill when the vet puts this new puppie in your hands { holding a towel } and you rub him real good till he cries . we , who do this are called puppie rubbers . no kidding !!!!hopefully in a year we will be rubbing our own puppies . I think the smartest thing we did, after we sold our kennel dogs was buy our own french bulldog.Dixie is our funny looking child and she brings us much joy .She is our retirement . this guy today made 10,000 with his females . nice !!!!I really fell good, I just can't get over it.By next week, I should be going full steam.I'm going to move my art stuido to the barn where the dogs were.before it was a kennel it was an art stuido,there are track lights there already. well,guess it's time to fold it up for tonight. give each other a kiss for me late bloomer

so good

2005-08-30T04:50:00.000-07:00

wow, it's a whole new world out there , the grass is greener, the air is splended , I can WALK , with no pain .don't take things for granted ,they can go belly up anytime .if you love , then make sure they feel it .get out and do things you've been puting off. I really feel blessed,to have a second chance .I hope I don't blow it. I'm up at four am. because our friend has a french bull dog who might be in labor and we help him through it . he is so scared to do it on his own.and I've been there so many times.we are happy to help him cause he's been a good friend to us. .well I gotta go now .love to all. give each other a kiss for me late bloomer

I've been shunted

2005-08-28T07:28:00.000-07:00

it is sooo good to be home, I feel like I gave birth .After surgery, I found out they unblocked my aorta . it wag blocked solid .lucky to be alive I expect . I was hurting pretty bad the night after , so I took a pain pill that was in my purse that the doc in er. gave me . then I guess I bummed one off the nurse . I must haVE been {a lady gone bad } cause the nurse came in abd ask me if I'd been smoking,I mumbled . I don't think so .but maybe i did . she told me to go back to bed and be good !!!!the next morning my doc came by to check me out and ake me if I had a hangover , smerked . the nurses snickered . I feel like everone is in on the joke but me !!!!!! I think I WAS the joke . well sandi is here so I,ll leave you for now love to all lare bloomer

good news

2005-08-24T21:45:00.000-07:00

my doc. sent me to the ER in joplin today .spent 6 hours there and they repeated a test I'd had taken less then a mo. ago .they found the blockage in my right leg. and ASAP . they will go in and do a another angioplasty .my leg is cold as a dead frog right now .hahaha I couldn't sleep so decided to blog to my friends and family. if you liked the poem, treat yourself to the book.it is titled tell me . by Kim Addonizio .I liked mine so well that I gave it to my sister and bought another for me.these poems will reach deep and stunning in honesty .When my leg is all better, I'm treating myself to a pair of heels from avon, and strut my stuff !!!!!!!! hahaha love to all. give each other a kiss for me late bloomer

TELL ME

2005-08-22T01:04:00.000-07:00

a poem by Kim Addonizio ; I want a red dress, I want it flimsy and cheap, I want it too tight, I want to wear it until someone tears it off me, I want it sleeveless and backless, this dress,so no one has to guess this dress, so no one has to guess whats underneath, I want to walk down the street past Thrifty's and the hardware store with all those keys glittering in the window, past Mr. and mrs.Wong selling day-old donuts in their cafe, pastthe Guerra brothers slinging pigs from the truck and onto the dolly, hoisting the slick snouts over their shoulders, I want to walk like I'm the only woman on earth and I can have my pick. I want that red dress bad. I want it to confirm your worst fears about me, to show you how little I care about you or anything except what I want.and I find it,I'll pull that garment from its hanger like I'm choosing a body to carry me into this world through the birth-cries and the love-cries too, and I'll wear it like bones,like skin, It'll be the goddamned dress they bury me in , well, what do you think ???? pretty neat .something I can relate to0 .yes, ME late bloomer

doctor's findings

2005-08-16T16:30:00.000-07:00

good things first . i got my vit. b12 just waiting for it to work,maybe by tomarrow . not so good news is that the muscle in ly right leg has srunk by an inch . and when i walk it feels weak and slightly in a twist .he put me on a med for 10 days and if it don't work . they will do another scan, using a dye in my spine . i will keep you posted ,hopefully you care , if not just skep this blog hahah love to all give each other a kiss for me late bloomer

you are to fancy for me

2005-08-16T07:08:00.000-07:00

I don't understand this new thing that dose'nt allow me to leave a commit from your blog . please lead me through it .I'd hate to thing i'm missing something !!!!!! i am going to the doc. to get my first vit . shot today. sure hope it helps. I'm tired not being able to walk very far . we've had 3 days of rain, now it can stop anytime . love you all

test resluts

2005-08-12T04:31:00.000-07:00

hey guys ,I got the test results back and it was all ok on the mri. and through the blood work they did , I found I had a sever lack of vit. B12 . i eill go to my dr. and he will be giving me shots . hope this does the trick. I am sooo tired of limping around . Adict { the post about you safe is hilarious } meg; I'm gust thrilled about your move. It's time you found your "nest" Ron is coming over Sun. and we are going to have a cooking lesson . he wants to learn my way of doing fried chicken . he loves it . gotta go now ,love and kisses . late bloomer .

all in the family

2005-08-08T21:20:00.000-07:00

Our family of blogers seems to be growing. love it. to me nothing is as imporpant as family . you can always count on them . it hasn't always been like this . i spent 15 years away from my family because i wanted to hide . I was so ashamed of myself . I didn't know i was suffering from depression.. I just thought i was not normal because ,i was so overwhelmed by taking care of a baby.i alwaws thought that the baby was better off with someone else. . each baby I held in my arms, i swore i'd never let go of. .then I'd run, because i could'nt face the future. I feel like such a coward.. please forgivr me .meg. i love you so much, you saved my life,i'll tell you about it someday.,Yes i've had a drink . it is the only thing that holds the pain away,Some days i can't walk from one end of the trailer to the other.I'm going for an RMI tomarrow and see what nerve is pressing on my let and hip.. I'm going to bed no.w. .I love all of you

a child wrote a poem

2005-08-08T07:27:00.000-07:00

this sweet child wrote this poem when she was around 16 . I'd like to share it with you . it is titled Mother .Where am I going ? take my hand , show me the way .I want a home , a place to rest and and play .I'm not looking at my future, just thinking about today .listoning to silence I hear a soft voice say , I'l show you how ,where ,why, just take my hand . we'll go home, far across the sand . and there's a place of peace and rest . follow me i know what is best .I've been there and I know what is best .I've been there and I arn't know your dreams . And that things arn't always as bad as they may seem . I've been around and kbow how you feel .I've felt your hurt, believe me , they'll heal ,Don't ever feel alone , I'll be there and no matter what I'll always care .When you are down and you cry.Come to me I listen and and your tears, I'll dry . now you've shown me where I'm going , show me the way .You gave me a home , peace, a place to rest and pray . The person who penned this in 1977 will know how much I love her,

my Frenchy

2005-07-29T09:47:00.000-07:00

She looks like a big rabbit without a tail .also looks bowlegged, butt she is suppose to look like that.I put her in bed with when we had a storm, thinking she might be scared. she sucked on my big toe, then turned her back to me a nd went to sleep,aperantly, she was'nt scared !!~!!she runs like a baby elephant will a tu-tu on.and needs to be watched more then a two year old. she also farts. nobody told me that when I bought her.. ha ha she is 5 mo. old. I do plan to breed her when the time comes. until then I'll try to keep up with her. anyone else out there owing a french bulldog , give me a holler and we can compare notes . happy days are here . lateblommer .

red heat

2005-07-27T18:21:00.000-07:00

been in red heat many times , for you who don't know , in dogs, that is when a female will except a male,but have never been in love with a man, this one has been with my for 18 years,with time out for bad behavior for for 2 years { mine, not his,} I will name him o f ,short for old fart, I like him most of the time and most of the time he drives me crazy. but most of all I'd give a lot to just live alone, some of you will understand this and some may think me heartles,but the ones who know o f will no exalty what i mean., Well my red heat days a long behind me, but I still grin when I see a nice butt, naughty me !!!! lol love to all of you, latebloomer.

life is,not like counted cross stitch

2005-07-23T10:54:00.000-07:00

in real life you can only count on yourself if y ou miscount it is,nt the end of the world. but if you miscount on a counted cross stitch project,it is all screwed up. thank god i don't have to be perfect, I have had to do some major changes in my life. and it all came togather at lighting speed, The pain in my leg and hip is getting worse everyday. i talked it over with sandy , and we came to an agreement that we were both happy with. She is now the proud owner of a 6mo. old youkie female puppie and i went ahead and sold almost
all of my kennel dogs, all i have left are 2 adult dogs and 4 puppies that will sell next week. now i can pay off our trailer and i won't have payments to make on it, that will really take the pressure of us each mo. that money can go in our account...be happy for me ok i really like reading everones blogs,please feel free to coment
love to all of you.one reason i'm a late bloomer is that i did't go skinny diping till i was over forty. i'm 68 now and i'm still trying to catch up with everyone else. latebloomer

Hello

2005-07-21T13:35:00.000-07:00

Just a short note.I'm still working on this beast , I'll get it tamed soon!

Test run # 1

2005-07-17T17:00:00.000-07:00

To all who love me and I in return, this is so cool . The dogs may have to fend for themselves . I'm too busy blogging, lol . Thanks for hanging in there . DC, Em, Meg and Sandy, I may make it yet, thanks everyone else for the words of encouragement .I can't wait to "talk to you ". That's all for now. Bye bye, love and kisses.

Getting my feet wet.

2005-07-15T11:50:00.000-07:00

My neice helped me get this started, I'm just doing a test run. I wanted to let my girls know I am here!More later.